Well kind of. Gavin is my roommate, he is in the adjacent room in the suite He is the prankster who was on the radio. He engages in this type of foolish behavior very often I've probably become lax and tolerant as a result It's not very good
It's not. But it's also not your responsibility to keep him in check, Janus. We're here to protect the school, not stop children from behaving like immature brats. Although I have to admit, tracking him down to give him a piece of my mind is quite tempting.
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I've been thinking about how long we could be here When I turn 18 I think I am supposed to start going out in the world and learning the finesse of espionage Because of my social impairments we already delayed it a lot
[¯\_(ツ)_/¯ at least janus knows themself ok.]
I don't like getting behind. And it feels like a lot of time here is spent waiting Not that I want to leave either I have a lot of different thoughts about it. What do you think? Have you gotten bored You're accustomed to a traveling lifestyle with diverse jobs. I remember your stories
[ There's a somewhat lengthy delay between Janus's text and Jana's response because she wants to actually give this some thought, figure out how best to word it. ]
I'm not sure "bored" is the correct term. Restless, perhaps, would be better. Because you're right, there is a lot of waiting here, and sitting still has never been our best skill. But that doesn't mean you have to leave the moment you turn eighteen. You stay here until you feel you've gotten everything out of this place that you can, then you move on.
[ There is, of course, the requirements of Janus's clan which tends to be more rigid and rule-conforming than her own (not that her own disregard the rules, they're just far laxer and accepting of interpretations of the rules rather than having a black and white view) but: ]
The Allagarta need someone here until this Sylwia mess is cleared up. They shouldn't force you to move on before then. And considering how well she's apparently hidden herself, that may take much longer than any of us want. I wouldn't worry yourself too much over it, at least for the time being.
[ It is a rather drastic change and it has Jana pausing for a moment, reading the text over a couple of times. But then she feels a small, warm burst of pride in her chest because Janus is growing, right here before her eyes. She may not be playing a huge part in it or anything, but it still makes her feel proud, as if they were her younger sibling taking a step for the first time or something.
It's silly, really. ]
I have no doubt you will be, Janus. It just takes some time.
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Nothing from the Allagarta either, though they might not tell me if there were warnings farther away.
My roommate is being a difficult person
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No word of Sylwia and your roommate?
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Gavin is my roommate, he is in the adjacent room in the suite
He is the prankster who was on the radio.
He engages in this type of foolish behavior very often
I've probably become lax and tolerant as a result
It's not very good
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We're here to protect the school, not stop children from behaving like immature brats.
Although I have to admit, tracking him down to give him a piece of my mind is quite tempting.
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I would bet money that Brynhildr has already beat you to it, if I were the type of person to bet (I don't)
Sylwia is skilled at hiding
I think many Clans must be searching for her.
This has been on my mind lately
it did not but kicks dw for you anyway!!!
And yet it's still quite tempting.
Your thinking is correct, though as far as I'm aware, none have found any leads.
What specifically about it?
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When I turn 18 I think I am supposed to start going out in the world and learning the finesse of espionage
Because of my social impairments we already delayed it a lot
[¯\_(ツ)_/¯ at least janus knows themself ok.]
I don't like getting behind. And it feels like a lot of time here is spent waiting
Not that I want to leave either
I have a lot of different thoughts about it. What do you think?
Have you gotten bored
You're accustomed to a traveling lifestyle with diverse jobs. I remember your stories
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I'm not sure "bored" is the correct term.
Restless, perhaps, would be better. Because you're right, there is a lot of waiting here, and sitting still has never been our best skill.
But that doesn't mean you have to leave the moment you turn eighteen.
You stay here until you feel you've gotten everything out of this place that you can, then you move on.
[ There is, of course, the requirements of Janus's clan which tends to be more rigid and rule-conforming than her own (not that her own disregard the rules, they're just far laxer and accepting of interpretations of the rules rather than having a black and white view) but: ]
The Allagarta need someone here until this Sylwia mess is cleared up. They shouldn't force you to move on before then.
And considering how well she's apparently hidden herself, that may take much longer than any of us want.
I wouldn't worry yourself too much over it, at least for the time being.
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Your tactics and logic are always very sound, Jana
I hope to someday be as skilled a hunter as you are.
[it's a far cry from a couple months ago, when she'd arrived and janus had been nothing but prickly.]
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It's silly, really. ]
I have no doubt you will be, Janus.
It just takes some time.