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[stabbitystab]

[janus has to physically hide themself from people to watch it, and when they do they're paranoid to turn the volume all the way down. but then it creeps up slowly as they listen and watch.

the speaker in the video is a man. and his eyeshadow is really good. but it's the lips that hold janus' attention for the longest time.]

Thanks.
Is that how you got so good at makeup?
Videos?

[aroooo]

yeah that's how I learned everything
there's tons of tutorials on youtube, you could watch for hours

[stabbitystab]

You're good at research.

I thought civilian girls usually practice with their friends and their mothers.

Did you do that too?

[aroooo]

I'm smart

yeah I did that. my mom bought me my first eyeshadow
but most of what I know, I learned on my own

[stabbitystab]

Do you think it's weird that I like it too
I won't do anything horrible if you think so
You can be honest.

[aroooo]

I mean, it's a little weird. guys don't usually like makeup.
but girls don't usually turn into wolves. nothing around here is usual.

it's weird but it's not bad.
there are worse things you could be into.

[stabbitystab]

That's true.

Did you ever think that a girl turning into a wolf was bad?

[aroooo]

yeah
before I came here
before I had a pack

[stabbitystab]

That's sad but understandable.
What changed your mind?

[aroooo]

being in a pack...
it's different than having friends or having a family
I'm a part of something bigger than myself, with these other people
these other wolves
they know me, and I know them, and we're all there for each other

humans go their whole lives without that, and I almost feel sorry for them

[stabbitystab]

I think most creatures who aren't wolves go without that
I'm just a hunter and we only have a little bit of it. We have a cause instead of a pack.
Have you tried to explain it to your human family?
Do you think they would understand

[aroooo]

I've tried, yeah
they're happy for me, but I thunk they worry about me too
worry that I won't be the same girl I was when I left

[stabbitystab]

You won't be
You'll have more lipstain finesse and also more friends.

[aroooo]

was that a joke?
did you actually just tell a joke?
;) I'm impressed!

[stabbitystab]

No I was completely serious!
Are you being self-deprecating?
You should be proud of your accomplishments.
Sometimes people with accomplishments turn out to be really mean but you aren't

[aroooo]

you made it sound like I was a friendless loser when I was human.
I wasn't, by the way.

but thank you.

[stabbitystab]

I assume that you had human friends and that you're keeping them
And that now you have myth friends as well.
But that description probably resembles me. I don't get along with most Hunters
But I usually win fights.
You're welcome

[aroooo]

is winning fights how hunters make friends???
idgi

[stabbitystab]

Unfortunately not for me
But it's ok
They were probably just jealous.

(That was a joke.)

(I'm not sure I care for it.)

[aroooo]

yeah, it doesn't really suit you.
better stick to deadpan observations.
;)

[stabbitystab]

I will do that
And I will see you later
Thank you very much for the video, Carmela
If you find other good ones I would appreciate your links

[aroooo]

I will
ttyl!!!