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Janus Lefevre ▐ 16

Not Jay.
I am a hunter but sworn to protect the school from Sylwia rather than cull human-killers from it. Still, I'd appreciate your restraint until my mission here is over.
Not 'Goth.' I don't know what that is.
I may have some availability for dating rituals, but on an irregular basis for security reasons. (I prefer food and flowers.)
My sexual prowess is still W.I.P. ("Work In Progress").
Combat training for you.
My pronouns are 'they/them.' If you make a mistake, Carmela may attack you.

😍
FLIRT

😃
FRIEND

😕
NOPE

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'course they are. What else is there that's worth it? [ Sometimes Janus said the oddest shit. ]

That's funny. People always told me my arse was my best feature, but he liked to look at your face, huh? Ya think he likes you? Y'know, like-likes you? [ Because that's Jay's logic right there, if someone wants to screw you missionary then there must be something more there. ]

Uhh, proactive? Does that mean he wants you to top him or somethin'? Who are these fokkers anyway? [ He supposed he didn't really need to know that, but color him curious. ]

[janus stops jabbing their notebook with their pen once they realize that's what they're doing, clearing their throat slightly, self-conscious, despite that their current audience is not very likely to take exception to little fidgets. they aren't used to being new at anything. sixteen years old, and janus thinks they're supposed to know it all already.

but clearly in this domain, jay is more knowledgeable. janus glances at his face quickly, then down at the paper again.] I have a calling, [they tell him.] I'd give them up-- I'd give up being with them, if it meant protecting you or them. Or anyone at this school. [hunter rules. it's easy to talk about; janus has been telling themself this their whole life. less easy to talk about: sexual conquests!! hrrrngh hmmm hmf. they clear their throat.]

I could try to top someone I-- think. [do you have instructions, they want to ask.] There are two of them. I'm not sure I should name names in case it would be embarrassing for them. I'm still not very good at it.

[;;;;]

But I think they like me, yes. Two of them so far.

[ Due to the fact that Jay was a bit of a fidgeter himself, he didn't really noticed Janus murdering their notebook. Or maybe it was because the subject matter was the type of thing he found interesting, so all his focus was there instead of on the world around him.

His nose scrunched when they said they'd give up their baes for 'their calling'. ]

What's so good about your callin', anyway? Love's worth a whole lot more than killin' people, innit? [ Jay may call himself a fighter, but he was obviously a lover at heart. ] I don't want you to give up someone you love for me. [ Then again, if they didn't that would mean they both would die wouldn't it? Hmm. Jay found himself shifting uncomfortably on the bed momentarily. FOCUS. ON. SEX. ]

Two of 'em, huh? That's alright. [ Which was shorthand for: I'm proud of you! ] If ya need topping practice you could prob'ly try it out on me. Uh, wait, would that be too weird? [ Jay didn't have a twin so he didn't think about the 'weirdness' at first, but now that he thought about it... ] Maybe one of my baes then? Like Ty, or Rem...

[if janus sits up any straighter they're going to crack their spine. if they turn any redder they'll permanently ruin their pallor probably. they're also going to tear a dimension into a new world with their pen and notebook. this is so embarrassing. so embarrassing that it's quite difficult for janus to be their normal tart, logical self when it comes to addressing some of jay's other questions.]

I know this may sound very strange, but I would rather be on top for the first time with someone I like a lot. Then practice with other people. I know that doesn't seem very consistent, but um, I think the first time can be special. Sometimes. Maybe. [there's an odd, twisting sort of silence, very brief. janus looks at the interesting pile of garbage in the corner. (it's not that interesting, they don't like garbage.)]

Sometimes violent people won't stop because of love or anything else. I don't want you to lose someone you love because I failed my calling. Not Rem, or Ty, or any of them.

Nah, that makes sense. [ It was an understanding thing to say but he was frowning a little to himself, likely because he realized just how unspecial his first time was. Without thinking he held onto the index finger on his opposite hand and twisted hard enough that it hurt, but he didn't make any noise- he just let it go and breathed out. ]

Well um, if you're the same size as me 'n I think whoever you're with might like it more if you take 'em doggy. But if you like 'em a lot maybe you should do it face-to-face like they did with you. If they're not too heavy they could ride your lap, that's always nice.

[ He didn't notice the way Janus' eyes were wandering because his eyes were doing the same thing- same habit, different reasons. ] Rem 'n Ty are immortal. [ Which wasn't the point, but. ]

They can still be killed, [janus says, firmly.] Most anyone can be killed, and I won't have it if I can help it.

[rather gory and grim perspective on life and love and everything, but by now, most people don't expect much different.

but then they look back down and press pen to paper. write that down. 'doggy style.' by now, they know what that means. they purse their lips slightly, feeling their ears starting to heat up again. 'ride on my lap,' in politely formed letters underneath it. subpoint: 'if not too heavy.' ezekiel would be too heavy.]

Ummm, [they clear their throat.] Any other advice?

[ His nose wrinkled and his lips twitched as if he wanted to counter 'no they can't!!!' but he swallowed it back. Jay didn't have the best impulse-control in the world, but sometimes he could manage it. ]

Um, there's this thing they got. A plug? It can go in your butt. It's nice to wear when you're givin' it to other people. I dunno, [ he rubbed his arm in a nervous, idle gesture. ] I just like feelin' somethin' up there no matter what I'm doin' with someone. Keeps me harder, makes it feel better when I cum.

'n if you can get both of 'em at once, let 'em both try to stick it up ya, you know, both of their dicks up your arse. That's my favorite. Might be yours too if ya try it. Uh... I guess that's it 'less you got some more questions.

[suppose the earth opens up and swallows janus whole. that's how it feels right now. but they just keep writing! diligently noting some object can be inserted in the rectum (to purchase) and two penises may be utilized at once-- it sounds painful, but when they risk a glance at jay's face, it's clear he isn't joking around, so...

so...]

I don't have any more questions, [they say, closing their pen with a smart click.] Thank you, that was very helpful. I don't know if I'll get to it anytime soon, but it's good to know. I don't have-- um, that many people to talk to about these things.

Yeah, well, who better 'n me? I got your body 'n I'm a complete slut.

[ He shrugged carelessly, now used to Janus' apparent discomfort which he couldn't seem to do anything about- not that he was really trying anyway. After all, it was they who wanted to have this conversation in the first place! ]

Anytime, Jane.

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